Resist

I'm only here because I fucked up
and I'm ready to leave
maybe South again
but never North
never back

What is a man
should we be
all we can
or all we are?

So I've been twisting
away from the future
with every step I take

To finally find out
that shadows are so
You can see the knife finally
falling in your back

But laughing like you all
blinding myself so
happiness is all I believe

To remind myself to eat
to sleep
to smile

remind my self to cut the strings
that pull my body out
of bed

And I want you all
to be me now
to be me now
to be me now